Addictions Unsaid

In an ironic turn of events, the day after myself and two friends
spend an enjoyable evening drinking tea and making fun of the
educational comics on the Alcoholics Anonymous website another
friend unknowingly makes me admit to myself that I am still
addicted to pornography.

She also said she was against pornography because it is harmful to
people's image of what sex is (which is what my mother told me when
she found out I was looking at it) and she also said that it
becomes unhealthy for people and removes them from being able to be
aroused by natural things.

The problem isn't that I don't agree with her; I do agree with her.
The problem is that I try and stop and then in a moment of weakness
or boredom or anger or any other emotion I turn to my addiction.

I have to find a way to cut it out of my options of ways to make
myself feel better, or I'm never going to get a
girlfriend/boyfriend and have sex.

Which would be a major social faux-pas. Maybe I'll take up skeet-
shooting.

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